Outdoorsy

My title has never rang more true to me than today. I have goals for myself that I want to achieve and things that I want to accomplish and I am my only enemy in achieving them. I watched Will Smith speak on something so profound it perhaps could blow your mind. I have to share it with everyone. It is truly captivating what he was saying on defining your own destiny. I know it will help someone I know. It helped me. I need to see those ideas and beliefs manifest in my life. I have to go to that place in my mind where I am my perfect self. I have faltered for far too long. I know who I am and I know where I am and I must go and be that Sharla. She will thank me for it. She is yearning for her reality. Her existence is undeniable, however, her reality has been delayed. I can't be happy and continue to tell the true me to wait. At this rate, I will slowly kill the true me and look back on my life with pain and regret and the ultimate let down. How can one really be at peace in that state of mind?